tg.wizardfirstrule

ok　like　a　person　to　me；　and。　I　would　bet　that　the　thing　I　struck　down　at　first　didn’t　look　like　my　father　to　you。〃　She　shook　her　head　that　it　didn’t。　〃I　think；〃　he　said；　〃they　just　appear　in　a　form　meant　to　re…create　a　person　you　want　to　see；　to　beguile　you。〃
　
　〃I　think　you’re　right；〃　she　sighed；　taking　a　bite　of　sausage。　When　she　finished　chewing；　she　added；　〃I’m　glad。　I　would　hate　to　think　we　had　to　hurt　them。〃
　
　He　nodded　his　agreement　and　looked　over。　Her　hair　was　wet；　and　some　of　it　was　stuck　to　the　side　of　her　face。　〃There’s　something　else；　though；　that　I　think　is　odd。　When　that　thing　from　the　boundary；　whatever　it　was；　struck　out　at　Chase；　it　was　fast　and　it　hit　him　square　the　first　time；　and　before　we　could　do　anything　it　grabbed　you　with　no　trouble。　Same　with　Zedd；　it　got　him　the　first　time。　But　when　I　went　back　for　them；　it　tried　for　me　and　missed；　then　it　didn’t　even　try　again。〃
　
　〃I　noticed　that　when　it　happened；〃　she　said。　〃It　missed　you　by　a　good　distance。　It　was　as　if　it　didn’t　know　where　you　were。　It　knew　right　where　the　three　of　us　were；　but　it　couldn’t　seem　to　find　you。〃
　
　Richard　thought　a　moment。　〃Maybe　it　was　the　sword。〃
　
　Kahlan　shrugged。　〃Whatever　it　was；　I　am　happy　for　it。〃
　
　He　wasn’t　at　all　sure　it　was　the　sword。　The　snakes　had　been　afraid　of　the　sword；　and　swam　away　from　it。　The　thing　in　the　boundary　had　shown　no　fear；　it　seemed　as　if　it　simply　couldn’t　find　him。　There　was　one　other　thing　that　he　wondered　at。　When　he　had　struck　down　the　thing　in　the　boundary　that　looked　like　his　father；　he　had　felt　no　pain。　Zedd　had　told　him　there　would　be　a　price　to　pay　for　killing　with　the　sword；　and　that　he　would　feel　the　pain　of　what　he　had　done。　Maybe　there　was　no　pain　because　the　thing　was　already　dead。　Maybe　it　was　all　in　his　head；　none　of　it　was　real。　That　couldn’t　be；　it　was　real　enough　to　strike　down　his　friends。　His　self…assurance　that　it　wasn’t　his　father　he　had　cut　down　began　to　waver。
　
　They　ate　the　rest　of　the　meal　in　silence　while　he　thought　about　what　he　could　do　for　Zedd　and　Chase；　which　was　nothing。　Zedd　had　medicines　along；　but　only　Zedd　know　how　to　use　them。　Maybe　it　was　magic　from　the　boundary　that　had　struck　them　down。　Zedd　had　magic　along；　too；　but　he　was　also　the　only　one　who　knew　how　to　use　that。
　
　Richard　took　out　an　apple　and　cut　it　into　wedges；　removed　the　seeds；　and　gave　half　to　Kahlan。　She　moved　closer　and　leaned　her　head　on　his　arm　as　she　ate　it。
　
　〃Tired？〃　he　asked。
　
　She　nodded；　then　smiled。　〃And　I　am　sore　in　places　I　cannot　mention。〃　She　ate　another　wedge　of　apple。　〃Do　you　know　anything　about　Southaven？〃
　
　〃I’ve　heard　other　guides　mention　it　when　they’ve　passed　through　Hartland。　From　what　they　say；　it’s　a　place　of　thieves　and　misfit；〃
　
　〃It　doesn’t　sound　like　the　kind　of　place　that　would　have　a　healer。〃　Richard　didn’t　answer。　〃What　will　we　do；　then？〃
　
　〃I　don’t　know；　but　they’ll　get　better；　they’ll　be　all　right。〃
　
　〃And　if　not？〃　she　pressed。
　
　He　took　the　apple　away　from　his　mouth；　and　looked　at　her。　〃Kahlan；　what　are　you　trying　to　say？〃
　
　〃I　am　saying　that　we　have　to　be　prepared　to　leave　them。　To　go　on。〃
　
　〃We　can’t；〃　he　answered　firmly。　〃We　need　them　both。　Remember　when　Zedd　gave　me　the　sword？　He　said　he　wanted　me　to　get　us　across　the　boundary。　He　said　he　had　a　plan。　He　hasn’t　told　me　what　that　plan　is。〃　He　looked　out　over　the　water　at　the　hounds。　〃We　need　them；〃　he　repeated。
　
　She　picked　at　the　skin　of　the　apple　wedge。　〃What　if　they　were　to　die　tonight？　Then　what　would　we　do？　We　would　have　to　go　on。〃
　
　Richard　knew　she　was　looking　up　at　him；　but　he　didn’t　look　back。　He　understood　her　need　to　stop　Rahl。　He　felt　the　same　hunger；　and　would　let　nothing　stop　them；　even　if　it　meant　leaving　his　friends；　but　it　hadn’t　reached　that　point　yet。　He　knew　she　was　only　trying　to　reassure　herself　that　he　had　the　necessary　conviction；　the　required　determination。　She　had　given　up　much　to　her　mission；　lost　much　to　Rahl；　as　he　had。　She　wanted　to　know　he　had　the　ability　to　go　on；　at　any　cost；　to　lead。
　
　The　candles　lit　her　face　softly；　a　small　glow　in　the　darkness。　Reflections　of　the　flames　danced　in　her　eyes。　He　knew　she　didn’t　like　saying　these　things　to　him
　
　〃Kahlan；　I’m　the　Seeker；　I　understand　the　weight　of　that　responsibility。　I　will　do　anything　required　to　stop　Darken　Rahl。　Anything。　You　can　place　your　faith　in　that。　I　will　not；　however；　spend　the　lives　of　my　friends　easily。　For　now　we　have　enough　to　worry　about。　Let’s　not　invent　new　things。〃
　
　Rain　dripped　into　the　water　from　trees；　sending　hollow　echoes　through　the　darkness。　She　put　her　hand　on　his　arm；　as　if　to　say　she　was　sorry。　He　knew　she　had　nothing　to　be　sorry　for；　she　was　only　trying　to　face　the　truth；　one　possible　truth；　anyway。　He　wanted　to　reassure　her。
　
　〃If　they　don’t　get　better；〃　he　said；　holding　her　eyes　with　his；　〃and　if　there　is　a　safe　place　to　leave　them；　with　someone　we　can　trust；　then　we　will　do　so　and　go　on。〃
　
　She　nodded。　〃That　is　all　I　meant。〃
　
　〃I　know。〃　He　finished　his　apple。　〃Why　don’t　you　get　some　sleep。　I’ll　keep　watch。〃
　
　〃I　couldn’t　sleep；〃　she　said；　indicating　the　heart　hounds　with　a　nod　of　her　head；　〃not　with　them　watching　us　like　that。　Or　with　snakes　all　around。〃
　
　Richard　smiled　at　her。　〃All　right；　then；　how　about　if　you　help　me　build　the　litters　for　the　horses　to　pull？　That　way　we　can　get　out　of　here　in　the　morning　as　soon　as　the　hounds　are　gone。〃
　
　She　returned　the　smile　and　got　up。　Richard　retrieved　a　wicked　looking　war　axe　from　Chase　and　found　it　worked　as　well　on　wood　as　on　flesh　and　bone。　He　wasn’t　at　all　sure　Chase　would　approved　of　putting　one　of　his　prize　weapons　to　use　in　this　fashion；　in　fact；　he　knew　he　wouldn’t。　He　smiled　to　himself。　He　couldn’t　wait　to　tell　him。　In　his　mind　he　could　picture　his　big　friend’s　disapproving　frown。　Of　course；　Chase　would　have　to　embellish　the　story　with　every　telling。　To　Chase；　a　story　without　embellishment　was　like　meat　without　gravy；　just　plain　dry。
　
　His　friends　had　to　get　better；　he　told　himself。　They　just　had　to。　He　couldn’t　bear　it　if　they　died。
　
　It　was　several　hours　before　they　were　finished。　Kahlan　stayed　close　to　him；　as　she　was　afraid　of　the　snakes；　and　the　heart　hounds　watched　them　the　whole　time。　For　a　while　Richard　had　thought　to　use　Chase’s　crossbow　to　try　to　get　some　of　the　hounds；　but　finally　decided　against　it：　Chase　would　be　angry　at　him　for　squandering　valuable　bolts　to　no　purpose。　The　hounds　couldn’t　get　them；　and　would　be　gone　with　the　light。
　
　When　they　were　finished；　they　checked　the　other　two；　then　sat　down　together　again　by　the　candles。　He　knew　Kahlan　was　tired…he　could　hardly　keep　his　own　eyes　open…but　she　still　didn’t　want　to　lie　down　to　sleep；　so　he　had　her　lean　against　him。　In　no　time　her　breathing　slowed　and　she　was　asleep。　It　was　a　fitful　sleep；　he　could　tell　she　was　having　bad　dreams。　When　she　started　whimpering　and　jerking；　he　woke　her。　She　was　breathing　rapidly；　and　almost　in　tears。
　
　〃Nightmares？〃　he　asked；　stroking　her　hair　reassuringly　with　the　backs　of　his　fingers。
　
　Kahlan　nodded　against　him。　〃I　was　dreaming　about　the　thing　from　the　boundary　that　was　around　my　legs。　I　dreamt　it　was　a　big　snake。〃
　
　Richard　put　his　arm　around　her　shoulders　and　hugged　her　tight　against　him。　She　didn’t　object；　but　pulled　her　knees　up　and　put　her　arms　around　them　as　she　nuzzled　against　him。　He　worried　that　she　could　hear　his　heart　pounding。　If　she　did；　she　didn’t　say　anything　and　was　soon　fast　asleep　again。　He　listened　to　her　breathing；　to　the　frogs；　and　to　the　rain。　She　slept　peacefully。　He　closed　his　fingers　around　the　tooth　under　his　shirt。　He　watched　the　heart　hounds。　They　watched　back。
　
　She　woke　sometime　near　morning　when　it　was　still　dark。　Richard　was　so　tired　he　had　a　headache。　Kahlan　insisted　he　lie　down　and　sleep　while　she　kept　watch。　He　didn’t　want　to；　he　wanted　to　continue　holding　her；　but　was　too　sleepy　to　argue。
　
　When　she　gently　shook　him　awake　it　was　morning。　Weak；　gray　light　filtered　through　the　dark　green　of　the　swamp　and　through　heavy　mist　that　made　the　world　seem　small　and　close。　The　water　around　them　looked　as　if　it　had　been　steeped　with　decayed　vegetation；　a　brew　that　rippled　occasionally　with　unseen　life　beneath　the　surface。　Unblinking　black　eyes　pushed　up　through　the　duckweed；　watching　them。
　
　〃The　heart　hounds　are　gone；〃　she　said。　She　looked　drier　than　she　had　last　night。
　
　〃How　long？〃　he　asked；　rubbing　the　cramps　out　of　his　arms。
　
　〃Twenty；　maybe　thirty　minutes。　When　it　got　light　they　suddenly　went　off　in　a　rush。〃　Kahlan　gave　him　a　tin　cup　of　hot　tea。　Richard　gave　her　a　questioning　look。
　
　She　smiled。　〃I　held　it　over　the　candle　until　it　was　hot。〃
　
　He　was　surprised　at　her　inventiveness。　She　gave　him　a　piece　of　dried　fruit　and　ate　some　herself。　He　noticed　the　war　axe　leaning　against　her　leg；　and　thought　to　himself　that　she　knew　how　to　stand　watch。
　
　It　was　still　raining　gently。　Strange　birds　called　out　sharply　in　rapid；　ragged　shrieks　from　across　the　swamp；　while　others　answered　in　the　distance。　Bugs　hovered　inches　above　the　water；　and　occasionally　there　was　an　unseen　splash。
　
　〃Any　change　in　Zedd　or　Chase？〃　he　asked。
　
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