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ld show and still remain a lady—peeping from beneath them。 She had scarcely touched plate in her hands and seven cavaliers about her。 The barbecue had reached its peak and the warm air was full of laughter and talk; the click of silver on porcelain and the rich heavy smells of roasting meats and redolent gravies。 Occasionally when the slight breeze veered; puffs of smoke from the long barbecue pits floated over the crowd and were greeted with squeals of mock dismay from the ladies and violent flappings of palmetto fans。
Most of the young ladies were seated with partners on the long benches that faced the tables; but Scarlett; realizing that a girl has only two sides and only one man can sit on each of these sides; had elected to sit apart so she could gather about her as many men as possible。
Under the arbor sat the married women; their dark dresses decorous notes in the surrounding color and gaiety。 Matrons; regardless of their ages; always grouped together apart from the bright…eyed girls; beaux and laughter; for there were no married belles in the South。 From Grandma Fontaine; who was belching frankly with the privilege of her age; to seventeen…year…old Alice Munroe; struggling against the nausea of a first pregnancy; they had their heads together in the endless genealogical and obstetrical discussions that made such gatherings very pleasant and instructive affairs。
Casting contemptuous glances at them; Scarlett thought that they looked like a clump of fat crows。 Married women never had any fun。 It did not occur to her that if she married Ashley she would automatically be relegated to arbors and front parlors with staid matrons in dull silks; as staid and dull as they and not a part of the fun and frolicking。 Like most girls; her imagination carried her just as far as the altar and no further。 Besides; she was too unhappy now to pursue an abstraction。
She dropped her eyes to her plate and nibbled daintily on a beaten biscuit with an elegance and an utter lack of appetite that would have won Mammy’s approval。 For all that she had a superfluity of beaux; she had never been more miserable in her life。 In some way that she could not understand; her plans of last night had failed utterly so far as Ashley was concerned。 She had attracted other beaux by the dozens; but not Ashley; and all the fears of yesterday afternoon were sweeping back upon her; making her heart beat fast and then slow; and color flame and whiten in her cheeks。
Ashley had made no attempt to join the circle about her; in fact she had not had a word alone with him since arriving; or even spoken to him since their first greeting。 He had come forward to welcome her when she came into the back garden; but Melanie had been on his arm then; Melanie who hardly came up to his shoulder。
She was a tiny; frailly built girl; who gave the appearance of a child masquerading in her mother’s enormous hoop skirts—an illusion that was heightened by the shy; almost frightened look in her too large brown eyes。 She had a cloud of curly dark hair which was so sternly repressed beneath its net that no vagrant tendrils escaped; and this dark mass; with its long widow’s peak; accentuated the heart shape of her face。 Too wide across the cheek bones; too pointed at the chin; it was a sweet; timid face but a plain face; and she had no feminine tricks of allure to make observers forget its plainness。 She looked—and was—as simple as earth; as good as bread; as transparent as spring water。 But for all her plainness of feature and smallness of stature; there was a sedate dignity about her movements that was oddly touching and far older than her seventeen years。
Her gray organdie dress; with its cherry…colored satin sash; disguised with its billows and ruffles how childishly undeveloped her body was; and the yellow hat with long cherry streamers made her creamy skin glow。 Her heavy earbobs with their long gold fringe hung down from loops of tidily netted hair; swinging close to her brown eyes; eyes that had the still gleam of a forest pool in winter when brown leaves shine up through quiet water。
She had smiled with timid liking when she greeted Scarlett and told her how pretty her green dress was; and Scarlett had been hard put to be even civil in reply; so violently did she want to speak alone with Ashley。 Since then; Ashley had sat on a stool at Melanie’s feet; apart from the other guests; and talked quietly with her; smiling the slow drowsy smile that Scarlett loved。 What made matters worse was that under his smile a little sparkle had come into Melanie’s eyes; so that even Scarlett had to admit that she looked almost pretty。 As Melanie looked at Ashley; her plain face lit up as with an inner fire; for if ever a loving heart showed itself upon a face; it was showing now on Melanie Hamilton’s。
Scarlett tried to keep her eyes from these two but could not; and after each glance she redoubled her gaiety with her cavaliers; laughing; saying daring things; teasing; tossing her head at their compliments until her earrings danced。 She said “fiddle…dee…dee” many times; declared that the truth wasn’t in any of them; and vowed that she’d never believe anything any man told her。 But Ashley did not seem to notice her at all。 He only looked up at Melanie and talked on; and Melanie looked down at him with an expression that radiated the fact that she belonged to him。
So; Scarlett was miserable。
To the outward eye; never had a girl less cause to he miserable。 She was undoubtedly the belle of the barbecue; the center of attention。 The furore she was causing among the men; coupled with the heart burnings of the other girls; would have pleased her enormously at any other time。
Charles Hamilton; emboldened by her notice; was firmly planted on her right; refusing to be dislodged by the combined efforts of the Tarteton twins。 He held her fan in one hand and his untouched plate of barbecue in the other and stubbornly refused to meet the eyes of Honey; who seemed on the verge of an outburst of tears。 Cade lounged gracefully on her left; plucking at her skirt to attract her attention and staring up with smoldering eyes at Stuart Already the air was electric between him and the twins and rude words had passed。 Frank Kennedy fussed about like a hen with one chick; running back and forth from the shade of the oak to the tables to fetch dainties to tempt Scarlett; as if there were not a dozen servants there for that purpose。 As a result; Suellen’s sullen resentment had passed beyond the point of ladylike concealment and she glowered at Scarlett Small Carreen could have cried because; for all Scarlett’s encouraging words that morning; Brent had done no more than say “Hello; Sis” and jerk her hair ribbon before turning his full attention to Scarlett。 Usually he was so kind and treated her with a careless deference that made her feel grown up; and Carreen secretly dreamed of the day when she would put her hair up and her skirts down and receive him as a real beau。 And now it seemed that Scarlett had him。 The Munroe girls were concealing their chagrin at the defection of the swarthy Fontaine boys; but they were annoyed at the way Tony and Alex stood about the circle; jockeying for a position near Scarlett should any of the others arise from their places。
They telegraphed their disapproval of Scarlett’s conduct to Hetty Tarleton by delicately raised eyebrows。 “Fast” was the only word for Scarlett。 Simultaneously; the three young ladies raised lacy parasols; said they had had quite enough to eat thank you; and; laying light fingers on the arms of the men nearest them; clamored sweetly to see the rose garden; the spring and the summerhouse。 This strategic retreat in good order was not lost on a woman present or observed by a man。
Scarlett giggled as she saw three men dragged out of the line of her charms to investigate landmarks familiar to the girls from childhood; and cut her eye sharply to see if Ashley had taken note。 But he was playing with the ends of Melanie’s sash and smiling up at her。 Pain twisted Scarlett’s heart。 She felt that she could claw Melanie’s ivory skin till the blood ran and take pleasure in doing it。
As her eyes wandered from Melanie; she caught the gaze of Rhett Butler; who was not mixing with the crowd but standing apart talking to John Wilkes。 He had been watching her and when she looked at him he laughed outright。 Scarlett had an uneasy feeling that this man who was not received was the only one present who knew what lay behind her wild gaiety and that it was affording him sardonic amusement。 She could have clawed him with pleasure too。
“If I can just live through this barbecue till this afternoon;” she thought; “all the girls will go upstairs to take naps to be fresh for tonight and I’ll stay downstairs and get to talk to Ashley。 Surely he must have noticed how popular I am。” She soothed her heart with another hope: “Of course; he has to be attentive to Melanie because; after all; she is his cousin and she isn’t popular at all; and if he didn’t look out for her she’d just be a wallflower。”
She took new courage at this thought and redoubled her efforts in the direction of Charles; whose brown eyes glowed down eagerly at her。 I
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